wish

I wish, I was a board...
to wipe me off!
my every wrong and right
my every day and night
i wish...

i wish, my existence,
though, be the tiniest of tiniest spec
be sucked into nothingness...
out of this world or should is say mess!
i wish...

or

my mind be so wired
that, until i die
will never ask a why!

i wish.